HiHi

How stupid of me.. FInally i wake up late and i miss the class…
teacher will mad me a lot.. i think …. !_!

OOH! i strarted to do my homework yesterday..
is ok for me…. huuu…
But tomorrow is Monday.. i have to attend the class..
ha ha i must finish all the homework tomorrow.. huu.. so bad for me…
that why i hate SUNDAY…
For Tomorrow class i was nervous since yesterday .. bec I haven’t attend the monday class for 4 weeks… hee hee
and i heard Marry mad to me.. Marry is one of my teacher who teach in our monday class..
ooH! i feel nervous now… what will she said.. i don;t know…wow! Help me..

WoW.. today i check my homework.. i have to do a lot of homewrok…
i am sick… then i am not finish homework. what should i do?
but still miss a lot… i am not feeling well..
so bad …. how can i manage all the things?
huu. help me………………………………..

~ ~ ~ Mom i miss u so much… i want to come back…….~ ~ ~
A lot of things to do…. i try and try and try to do then suddenly i miss my mom so much..
nobody beside of me.. nobody will not be good me like mom… i feel like.. that is not only for me..
Tired a lot…crying a lot..if mom will beside of me. i will be strong… now i am so weak.. i try to stand.. but i cannot stand anymore…… a lot of lier and difficult to slove a lot of problem are here.. i want to avoid but all the things i must be finish…by my self with my own idea…how come… i am not brave… but i will try….
In this time… i miss my mom so much….. also i miss mom when i was  happy a lot.. mom is like my wall…she protect me and cover me…i want this all the time… however… i am turning a boy to a  man… i must be stand by my self… but.. Mom i still missing u… i need u mom…mom pay me strong…. i don’t want anything and anyone .. i only need u mom….. mom i miss u so much….